Ryan Trunten
I call zombie bullshit on that.

Should’ve known better
2 May 2010 in Uncategorized | Comments enabled

Against my better judgment, I decided to try another message board forum, even though I knew what’d happen. The same old usual people can’t be trusted and have no respect and are immature and unprofessional. I joined a place called “The Super Bar” which was a replacement for my friend William’s “The Vista/Win Forums” they started after some shenanigans with “iEntry” regarding some advertisements. Well, I wanted to give some people who I thought were my friends benefit of the doubt and trust them to not make me known because I joined under a different name than I usually do because I didn’t want to be known or become active yet until I gave Super Bar some time to grow and establish itself. I felt this request was perfectly valid based on past reputation and history with other communities… why bother becoming anything yourself as an active member if the community hasn’t done the same yet? Plus I still remembered how Vista/Win forums staff insist on thinking I left/quit them for another community so I knew at least a few of them were still conceited. Another staff member disrespected my wishes and brought me up and so it proved that you just can’t trust some people. So I ended up having my account deleted practically the same day I set it up. Like what’s the big deal that I first of all simply joined and second of all didn’t want to be known? It’s like they imply I was going to start trouble and felt it was necessary to alert the rest of the staff. It just really surprised and disappointed me… people who I thought were my friends. And then there’s this one other guy who’s always had a holier than thou attitude and is very egotistical and enjoys complaining who is still around and he just starts tripping balls because I had joined. Well after seeing these reactions I decided it’s not worth it. There are no more pure and decent online communities any more, in my opinion. Nothing good ever comes out of them. People enjoy making assumptions and labeling you and never really take the time to get to know anyone. Clearly there’s still mutual lingering feelings of shenanigans from well over a year or so ago with iWinux and GeekSmack. People always talk about “moving on” but I don’t think they actually do it. There’s still continuing unprofessionalism and immaturity. Neowin seems to be the lesser of the evils, although I equally hate them as well, but at least they can actually keep steady and up to date news flowing. No one will beat their growth.

I’m coming down to the end of my second college degree anyway, which is starting to open up more and better doors for excellent career opportunities. I all ready earned one degree in computer networking, and I’m wrapping up my second in business management. The two degrees should go perfectly together – I could see myself managing a computer business as an owner/manager, yet still able to do actual repair on the side if necessary. This is clearly a better life for me and I could even take that online if I so desire and make some profits in a repair industry with a decent enough business plan and marketing and targeting. My time is obviously spent better else where I can have more fun. Plus there’s still relationships with other significant others as well. I’m just wasting my time online anyway. Contrary to what other people think, my real life is much better than what you could possibly imagine with your slanderous filth and defamation of character. You don’t know the real me and never will. In my leisure, I find video gaming more enjoyable… it seems to me to have better definition of team work and trust in the multiplayer aspect. I’ve been creatively designing customization for some games including level and map design and different looks for the appearances of the characters and making a better name for myself as some sort of coder/designer. I’m earning a clean slate and getting away from the bullshit and acts from the past. Once this poor economy heals, and it will, if you know your history, we’ve been through recessions before and survived, therefore we can do it again. I believe I will have found my peace once that time comes.

Finally, in conclusion, I’ll continue sticking around in some shape or form at every forum thanks to a brand spanking new ISP I’m getting in a week or so… I don’t think anyone will ever see the last of me, like it or not, I’m here to stay… even if just to annoy you because I find it absolutely hilarious and priceless how you react to my presence when you know there’s worse than me. I guess it’s too hard for you to make a better living for yourself like I have.